Oohh... mmyyy... kenapa ya sekarang males banget yang namanya mau nulis... bukannya sombong gak mo curhat atau lagi gak ada yang dicurhatin... kadang juga ada koq waktu mau nulis juga... tapi males aja gitu... mungkin sih karena yang mo diceritain banyak... tapi bingung mau mulai dari mana, dan nentuin mana yang mau ditulis, mana yang sebaiknya gak ditulis...
Anyway... we already have a rent home... it’s a pavilion... but quite big since it has 3 rooms, with a large living room/front room, a kitchen, a bathroom and space upstairs for hanging our laundry... and according to the location, we think that it’s medium or perhaps could considered to be cheap, but it is in the middle of building, no vehicle could enter... but considering that we dont have a car at the moment, we can live with that, and since i who mostly do the walking part... i dont have nothing to complain... and actually we love the house...
We found the house early this month and my baby is going to live in by February, and now he is preparing some broken and imperfect condition around the house...
And by that... we spent quite a lot of money... haha... I found my self broke... so therefore, I hardly decide to keep working here... is this miserable office... :d
Yaaahhh... abis mau gimana lagi, i guess we cant risk that i’m going to be unemployed for a long time, even with this plan of the wedding, i’m going to take leave for a month, i must carefully calculated everything now...
Setelah berkeras mo resign before the wedding... ternyata semua harus dikompromikan menjadi cuti panjang sebulan lalu setelahnya kembali bekerja di meja dan kursi ini...
Paling tidak aku udah usaha, udah kirim lamaran dan sudah interview juga... tapi mungkin memang gak pas waktunya... dan masih ada harapan dari tempat lain juga... kalau memang sudah rejeki kan pas dikasih jalannya... iya kan? :D
Sekarang... setelah rumah beres, nyicil pindahan, beli beberapa prabot yang emang harus punya... setelahnya kami tinggal menjalani apa yang selama ini memang sudah kami berdua inginkan...
Walaupun jujur... sampai kemaren memang agak ragu... haayyaahh... umur segini masih ragu aja? :d
Sebenernya sih mungkin berasa pengen ragu aja, maksudnya kan mending ragu di depan daripada ragu di belakang... dan memang though i found my baby almost perfect... but no body perfect, right?
He is not imune of me... from time to time, he gets irritated too... :D
Jangankan dia... aku aja iya koq...
Sometime, he gets so emotional...
Kadang klo dia gak konsen, halah... nyebelin banget...
Tapi... he almost always get me what i want... yang padahal... me myself dont always get what i want...
Walaupun aku hampir selalu ngambek kalau keinginan aku gak diturutin... tapi kadang aku terlalu banyak pengennya... jadi prioritasnya gak jelas...
Anyway... semua itu karena aku sendiri... aku lah yang harus mencoba memperbaiki diri... semoga bisa... amin... :D
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