been thinking about this...
about me and how i look to my life... and particularly lately is about my job... among other things...
after i resigned from Bintang and found that i cant help my self there and decided to resign again...
my freelance job works for me well enough but concern me financially...
though then i realised that i have problem with time & urgency management (until now), i still can do the job when i forced my self to go to JAC and work with Caecil... hehe...
i was still looking for job and submitting application to various companies, got interview a couple of time then decided to take the job which the only job at the moment that seems more promising... in the way that i will get hired anyway... :b
long vacation for the holy idul fitri... then i got back to jakarta and start to have the job... well... i cant complain much somehow...
until now, now that i have passed 3 months and havent had my permanent status yet... and it makes me start to consider to look for a new job... which located near fatmawati to be exact!
but... actually not as easy as it seems to look for a new job... i dont know if the feeling is considered as a comfort zone syndrome or just a feeling of having obligation to do the job i have here... or other things...
if i look for a new job, there are some stages of employment that need time and effort to pass...
and also there is fear to be overcome too...
the question is... what if i dont get along well with the new job too? what if i get fired from the new company due to the global crisis? and so on... and on...
tapi... setelah dipikir2 lagi... sebenernya gak pa2 juga gitu gak diangkat2... biarin aja dia mo pending sampe kapan... toh gak ada niat bwat kerja lama disini juga sih... sambil nunggu kali ada yang nawarin... sama... ya nanti pasti nyari kerja di tempat laen juga sih... eventually, right? hehehe...
makanya... males banget mau mengkonfrontasi... tapi gak mo BT juga kan... jadilah begini... sebenernya sih gak mo mikirin lagi... tapi teutep aja kepikiran... :D
anyway... i guess... i have to start my writing... though i dont know where or when to start... :b daripada bingung mo mikirin kerjaan mulu... kan mendingan be creative doing something useful and create some income too...
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