tentang postingan vi yang paling baru dan sebaris doa yang vi kirimkan...
setelah baca cuplikan buku eat love pray sedikit di sini... ikutan baca karena penasaran setelah daily visit ke sini...
trus baca postingan ini... komen juga disitu...
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eeeehhhmmm... apakah vi bisa seperti itu? tau apa yang vi inginkan... secara buku eat love pray ini ternyata nonfiksi... jadi bukan karangan dong... pengarangnya bilang... dia tau apa yang dia inginkan dan tau apa yang tidak dia inginkan....
lalu apakah sebenernya vi itu emang pekerja kantoran sejati?
sepertinya iya...
karena memang vi dari dulu pengen kerja kantoran...
tapi apakah vi memang pengen jadi wanita karir? maksudnya punya jabatan, sibuk, mikir manajerial?
apakah vi memang pengen belajar bisnis?
bagaimana ceritanya tentang vi jadi penulis, nulis dipinggir pantai, nulis di laptop, dibawah pohon rindang dan bertopi lebar, ditemani sama my baby boy yang sibuk sendiri maen sama anjingnya... [hihi definitely gak ada scene minum margaritanya... adanya juga oren jus kaallliiii... :D ]
what if... i dont want to go abroad to go to school again, alone... which is just to pursue a business carrier life? is that kind of happiness i want to have?
what if... i just want a happiness of being with him... and have our life together? leave this office, to have another office where ever he is or just stay at home doing things i wanna do, read all day and start learning to write a lot, while i wait him to go home?
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.............
eeeehhhmmm... apakah vi bisa seperti itu? tau apa yang vi inginkan... secara buku eat love pray ini ternyata nonfiksi... jadi bukan karangan dong... pengarangnya bilang... dia tau apa yang dia inginkan dan tau apa yang tidak dia inginkan....
lalu apakah sebenernya vi itu emang pekerja kantoran sejati?
sepertinya iya...
karena memang vi dari dulu pengen kerja kantoran...
tapi apakah vi memang pengen jadi wanita karir? maksudnya punya jabatan, sibuk, mikir manajerial?
apakah vi memang pengen belajar bisnis?
bagaimana ceritanya tentang vi jadi penulis, nulis dipinggir pantai, nulis di laptop, dibawah pohon rindang dan bertopi lebar, ditemani sama my baby boy yang sibuk sendiri maen sama anjingnya... [hihi definitely gak ada scene minum margaritanya... adanya juga oren jus kaallliiii... :D ]
what if... i dont want to go abroad to go to school again, alone... which is just to pursue a business carrier life? is that kind of happiness i want to have?
what if... i just want a happiness of being with him... and have our life together? leave this office, to have another office where ever he is or just stay at home doing things i wanna do, read all day and start learning to write a lot, while i wait him to go home?
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.............
please help me, my dearest Lord!
because... though i do want to go abroad and have higher education... but i cant picture my self after that... should i go to work at a giant enterprise, should i teach, should i start my own business, on what? should i write book about business? i dont have any idea...
because... i cant picture my life without him either... and right now, the picture of having my life with him for the rest of my life looks much better & promising compared to any other pictures...
i have to decide what i want first, soalnya klo vi plin plan... vi gak akan dapet satu pun dari semuanya!
tik... tok... tik... tok... tik.. tok... tik.. tok..
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