Weird

I've been weird lately...

I always thought that I'm not a regretful person... now I'm feeling that I am... most of the time...
I feel like that I do things because I have to... then I regret when I'm doing it, because again... I have to do it eventually and I regret for wasting so much time for not doing it...

and then I'm not doing anything at all... most of the time, I'm sleeping... because I'm tired of my self regretting things that I should have done...

and on... and on... and on...

it's weird, isn't it?