committed

why should i made so many commitment, while i dont have confidence to keep them all if something happen to my income? while commitment is equal to attachment... hehehe... jadi bingung sendiri kaaann?

ya sudahlah... we have some sacrifice to do, right? dan menabung adalah sudah kebutuhan kan? bukan keharusan... jadi gak pa2 juga kali membiasakan diri untuk menabung, untuk mendisplinkan diri... that you need the job anyway... to pay your bill... hehehe... that you actually have to make peace with you own job... =(

anyway, i have my own decision to make... that i will not have money or weight problem, because i’ve decided that my weight is actually 48 kg and money will come to me from any way... i believe that without hesitation... :D

and then... yesterday, we have bought things that we really need the most to move in the new house... which are bed and wardrobe... we found a cheap wardrobe and not really cheap bed but functional one... :D

things have bought with credit card and bill will came by the end of the month... panik gak sseeehh...

but i have decided the principles, right? :d

there is a list of other things to buy, tapi.... nanti aja deeh... abis ini, janji... klo mo beli2... mo nabung dulu... yang ini boleh deh kelolosan, soalnya emang perlu banget sih... and i’m not going to be hard on us...

trus... akhir2 ini... i also miss to have a girl friend... =( klo dulu ada temen yang mau diajakin bwat ke salon.... atau jalan2... to do girl stuff... sekarang cuma ma my baby, walaupun he has a great taste in fashion, tapi kan dia gak bisa diajakin bwat ke salon...
and know when i need a make up advice very much... i dont have any to ask... hehehe... sorry ya Na... susah mo ngajakin kamu keluar sih... sebenernya sih i also kinda hard to find time to go out without him actually, because we are always together... almost...

and the question is when we are married, will we have time for our own, do we need that at all? :D
actually, i have many questions regarding to life in marriage... yang mungkin gak usah dipertanyakan sekarang, tapi cukup dijalani aja... hehehe... right?